is life always treasured by people? is everyone equally respected and trusted and honored by everyone? at the moment, i dont think so. after having such a big argument with my grandma, i truly regret it. she's my elder, i should respect her at all times, but after hearing about what she's done to me when i was small, just angers me even more!
who isnt cherrished, loved, taken care of when they're young? one thing was for sure, i wasn't because i have this grandma. she tells me all the time that she doesn't treat males in the family with better care than females. but because i was the second daughter to be born, she just decides to treat me as an outcast. she would hit me when i was 'naughty.' when i was naughty it was when i didnt listen to her. despite having the chicken pox and then the measles, would it have been that easy to feel well enough to do whatever an adult who disliked you wanted? i guess not?
i never knew of this incident until my aunty told me. she told me how she got into an argument with grandma and even thought about leaving. it went to that point where a family relative was leaving! she was that cut at me for being a girl. seriously, then don't live in the household!
so many things anger me, but today she would not stop with her raging! she's yelling and telling me that i am not going to argue with you! no one listens to me anymore, what is this? who am i to you? well i tell her that i do listen to you! but she just wouldn't recall any of that! she's not listening to me at all. i tell her somethings not good for you, she completely ignores me and the next time, my brother talks to her about it...she immediately responds to him saying "oh really? i never knew, thats so bad of them! im not eating it anymore"
deep down im thinking, i told you that the other time, using the same words, and you decided to ignore me, yet when my brother told you, you listened to him so obediently! what's this?? you listen to a male, but not a female? ok...and so you say you're not those people who treat people differently...? well FINE SAY WHATEVER YOU WANT!
who isnt cherrished, loved, taken care of when they're young? one thing was for sure, i wasn't because i have this grandma. she tells me all the time that she doesn't treat males in the family with better care than females. but because i was the second daughter to be born, she just decides to treat me as an outcast. she would hit me when i was 'naughty.' when i was naughty it was when i didnt listen to her. despite having the chicken pox and then the measles, would it have been that easy to feel well enough to do whatever an adult who disliked you wanted? i guess not?
i never knew of this incident until my aunty told me. she told me how she got into an argument with grandma and even thought about leaving. it went to that point where a family relative was leaving! she was that cut at me for being a girl. seriously, then don't live in the household!
so many things anger me, but today she would not stop with her raging! she's yelling and telling me that i am not going to argue with you! no one listens to me anymore, what is this? who am i to you? well i tell her that i do listen to you! but she just wouldn't recall any of that! she's not listening to me at all. i tell her somethings not good for you, she completely ignores me and the next time, my brother talks to her about it...she immediately responds to him saying "oh really? i never knew, thats so bad of them! im not eating it anymore"
deep down im thinking, i told you that the other time, using the same words, and you decided to ignore me, yet when my brother told you, you listened to him so obediently! what's this?? you listen to a male, but not a female? ok...and so you say you're not those people who treat people differently...? well FINE SAY WHATEVER YOU WANT!
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