bleh

dont really know what to title this new post im making, because its rather random.

at this stage in life, ive started to reflect more (LOL something the R.E teachers made us do ALL the time) about my life. in particular my thoughts and things and people around me. Ive constantly been thinking about the course i am doing...okay its bachelor of commerce...but i feel like a minority when it comes to friends who are doing a double degree...comm/law, comm/eng, comm/arts and whatever combination there is. I was so happy when i was able to transfer from bach of business to commerce, because that WAS my first preference. now that im in it...i dont think its good enough anymore. its too late to change in to another course so i would like complete this course first and think about further study i.e. post grad of some sort later. Changing from one campus to another was stressful at first because i dont know anyone at clayton, but luckily, i was able to meet a few awesome peeps from student ambassador so that was a major help in coping in with the new campus.

out of all the double degrees, comm/law is usually regarded as the stuck up bunch. because it is law that they are dealing with. i must say...i think met about...3 who are doing that and they're not that stuck up...only one is. the other two are actually the sweetest people ever! they are so humble and never think highly of themselves because of the fact that they are doing law. i love people like that. and as for the other one...i just cant deal with her...UGGHHHH!

oops went a little off track..but ive also been wondering what i should give to others...one day i thought of a new goal...sending positive vibes to others and for me to stay positive all the time! no matter how bad my day was...i want everyone to smile and be happy!

^ that is actually a challenge for me...because the negative thoughts just seem to overpower the positive in me. especially now that exams are coming! im getting so moody! its horrible :( but that doesnt mean im giving up with achieving this goal! im going to try harder! bring the negative energy away from people! so in the end we are all a happy bunch! :D

Also another thing i realised in life...its best to not know as much...people telling me about others makes me think differently of others...and then everything becomes so complicated! im so tired of it all -.- *sighh* but i guess this is life. everything can be very complicated one minute, then simple the next.

exams are coming very soon, i can not wait until its over so everyone will be on holidays and then i can go out with friends!!!!!! im so glad the holidays go for 1month. i will definitely have enough time to meet up with all my lovelies <3

good luck with studying everybody! stay focused (which is something  i need to do) and STAY HEALTHY! definitely need to take care in this melbourne weather!

until my nxt post....TOOODDLLLESS!!!

p.s. going to a korean restaurant tomorrow night! woooo!!!!!!