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WOWEOEOWOWOW FIRST DAY OF AUTUMN!!! welcome to the season of falling leaves! Went to work with that dreaded person...and gosh shes so much to handle. Im really wanting to quit because of her. At work the machines operate differently now and 90% are oblivious to how it actually works...there are complaints and whatnot but seriously people are just so silly at times.

They've also been talking back at the machines...like that would help...its amusing seeing people get frustrated oh gosh im so evil hahahaha

I was also taken aback when 2 of my colleagues asked me what hours and what days im doing...my reponse was.. "confusion".. i had no idea what they were on about but apparently we are all being contracted so...thanks for negotiating times and stuff with us! NAHHTT! i went into the office and she told me all these things about new changes and how she's hired FOUR NEW PEOPLE...in other words...if i dont become contracted i won't get hours...i was thinking to myself...well i guess it works out? Since i have another job...sorta..nothing is really certain but for the time being i know i have 10hrs here and im happy with that. With an addition of 20 from the other is going to be hard for me because i get tired working a bit more than 15hrs a week...so 30hrs is a big no no. Its funny how others are so nosy...not like its going to affect you in any way as well...i just cant take some people and their want to know things that have NOTHING to do with them. Even as i walk out of the office they expect me to tell them what happened. gosh.

She seemed considerate when i told her of my plans of preferring to work elsewhere and how i want to go back to casual...she was fine with it WHICH SCARED ME EVEN MORE...she's so weird. She would be telling me off one minute and the next be all cheery! T_T

well i shouldnt complain AT ALL because i am working...im employed i have a job. So many are struggling with things in their life and i just realised alll i do is complain...take the goodness out of things...im learning that these type of people exist in the complicated world we live in and we need to know how to deal with these people...control control control my emotions...its testing my patience as well...this is interesting :)