4.3
First day of uni has gone by and now i am awaiting my second day! which is on thursday! Kind of looking forward to it because they are mostly lectures!
Today I had work and I have realised how ceebs i have become especially with this new manager...I was late to work but i didnt bother calling because its her...but i dont give a shit anymore ... especially when i have promised hours right now. Even if she gets pissed at me, i still get shifts i guess. I tried to do as my friends have said...work hard and i will get recognised for it but at these places...that doesnt happen...only if you are a sweet talker and youre able to suck up to those who have authority over others.
Im still yet to find a place that looks more about working together in a nice tight knit team so we can do soemthing for the people. However working here has told me that there are these kind of people out there in the world and you really need to learn how to cope with them and what to do to keep your own identity and to not succumb to the pressure of conforming with the bigger group who are not doing things the right way. Not saying im doing everything properly but i can see that sometimes even i fall in to that trap...its horrible...
For the new year i hope i find myself and to also realise what i should be doing so in the future i will not regret the nasty things i have done.
As important as it is to surround yourself with great people, you also need that hint of bad ...just so you know the difference from good and bad and to learn from them...both of those groups...what to do and what not to do
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