69/365

10.3

Second week of uni and ive become worse than the previous week...i mean getting sick. With the 2 days of uni i have i realised i want to make the most out of the time i have there with friends. Trying to cram in catch ups with different people will mean i have less time to study during those gaps, but i still want to see them...something must be given up but what exactly is it that i want to let go in order to gain something?

I really dont want to fall behind this semester and after creating a hectic timetable with work as well, i think i must stay focused at all times and not let laziness get to me or else i'll be back in that exact position last year.failure.

That feeling is horrible but everyone fails at some point i guess and most important thing to do is to step up where you fell and learn to not do the same things! This year i have many more challenges everywhere. Family or at work (even if its not where i want to be) I CANT WAIT TIL I LEAVE THIS PLACE! NOT much i like apart from the pay lol. feeling so shit atm tbh...cant give that positive vibe anymore...like Carly who always tries but sometimes circumstances just let that happen!