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Finally caught up with my 2 high school besties! I must admit i was extremely tired after a day of uni and to travel all that way drained it even more. I was contemplating whether or not to go but in the end i went and im glad i did. It was eating and a lot of catch up about whats been happening with our lives. ups and downs, fun times and bad times. Feels like high school all over again and we were able to get heaps of things organised!

Well for the bday girl...we talked through a few things and i know shes stressing heaps! Just hope she can pull iti all together and the night will be a spectacular one!
Sometimes i ask myself...things have changed right? but how much are you wanting to maintain this friendship? Whether i see it in friends or not..i sometimes feel this massive gap with friends and it hurts...its bad if i talk about it but i get even more upset if i dont talk about it. So i guess i try to let it slide away and just hope for th ebest turn out. whatever it may be.

Its really all up the ppl and whether or not theey try to maintain it. For....those ppl who say...oh we should catch up! but never end up saying anything are those i dont bother with. as mean as it sounds...even if i do try to organise stuff, its always a last minute change and nothing ends up working out which annoys me. Im probably being difficult but i just dont get why people say it without truly meaning it. If you want to maintain...something then try! argghhh you frustrate me!