Sunday, March 2, 2014

59/365

28.2
AHHHHH what a relaxing day i had! Last day of summer and into autumn we go tmr! Knowing that ill be working for the next 2 days then a day of uni tells me that i should just bum around and do nothing today which was basically what i did. I watched Frozen with Ken as well and its a nice movie, not as great id expected but good nevertheless.

Theres also so much planning ive been trying to do just with everything! I finally thought of a great idea for grandpas birthday present and my cousin. Ive also realised i still have a few 21sts lined up and tbh i thought it was all last year but not that i dont like it but YAYYY MORE 21STS and my work friends will continue to think im still partying like mad...even my relatives from china. THey'll understand later...its the year of the big TWO ONE!

Also as i think i noted in the previous post...i was rather moody and rude to my parents for a few days and im happy to say that we are on good terms again. I was so selfish to do what i had done earlier on and i really want to apologise...not explicitly because that is just weird but by doing little things that hopefully parents will see as a bit of extra help :) nothing is more important than the love from the parents :) i know they'll always be there no matter what and support me throughout EVERYTHING. Mother also told me of my attitude and tone when i get a bit cranky and it is definitely something i need to change...also i realised that i show my emotions too easily...when i become angry i will literally show it straight away...i never seem to be able to hide it and that is a bad thing...even Lisa said so...i need to find a way to control my emotions...working in the future may not go to plan so i really need to control my emotions or else ill lose out on so many things in the future.

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