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Had another catch up with Ania and Fancy today, the day was filled with mixed emotions because it was fantastic to see them and to catch up almost about everything but at the same time Fancy was really troubled by something that happened recently. We tried to help her as much as we could and i could tell she was almost in tears. I know exactly how she felt but i would consider myself luckier because i could tell my parents. At the moment she is too afraid to tell her parents and  so i hope that our advice and support will be enough to get her through.

Its heart breaking seeing her like that because she's such a chatterbox but i felt that as friends...we are not only there for the good times, when they're not having a good time/rough time we also need to stick by them to get them through. We thought of as many options as we could and i hope it is somewhat helpful and that she will get through it well.

As worrying as it would be she still put a smile on her face for the rest of the day because she knows there is always something for her to look forward to. It gave me a thought that i also need to refocus and make sure i am clear of the direction i want to follow. Sometimes it is hard because nothing is telling you where to go, but through time and support from those who love you i think i will get there in the end. Thinking about it all the time does not always get you there straight away...though it is still better than those who live without much of a direction. In the end...i just want things to flow its way if it must. However when it is the right timing i will act upon it!